Im sick and tired of my life?

Guys, I'm ******* sick of this. I'm almost 20 and havent been able to score a better job than a ******* cook at a local fast food joint. What makes it worse is that i live in a small town so business is pretty limited, and were i work is the only place that'll hire highschoool graduates. I'd get the hell ot of this town if i could actually drive too, but i've failed every damn test I've ever taken. I'm socially awkward, even my other co-worker hates my guts. I have repressed lust for one of my best friends too; shes athletic, smart, and a gorgeous souther bell. I love her. You know what its like; I've been a friend zone real hard/. Shes my only best friend, besides this one kid, who I'm pretty sure is only haning around me because he is mentally challenged. I guess hes the only one that can tolerate me. And what makes this all worse is that i live in a fcking pineapple under the sea :(